im not perfect
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Can i sleep my way, dreaming along doing nothing and don't give a damn to anything all days? Feels so good to go back to sleep and dream whenever im half awake, hah!. Dreams feel so REALITY but not.
let me be me || 12:16 AM
WORLD OF UNFAIR
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Its november, haven't been update since september.
Finally its my turn to ORDed that month. Its a terrible month of all. Uncle had passed away due to final stage cancer. It was so sad to see everybody faces, yet putting trying to hang their smiles over it. Lifes still carry on for everybody. =)
And yet i still happily ORD, i miss everybody, the talk cock session, the way how we keep slacking, playing table tennis, helping each other cover ass. I MISS THEM! ^^
After ORD i have to keep trying very hard to find a job while slacking very hard too untill i met my finacial difficulties. Jobs are hard to find nowadays:( Until October than i manage to get one, at Ubi doing engineer in security system, basically get the contractor to do the installation and make sure the systems is up smoothly.
Met up Annnee Qiuwen they all at Desmond, Rachel and Adrain birthday in October. Also attended Yvonne birthday parties too. Nowadays i am so bored of attending friends birthday party, its really TOO MUCH! AND I JUST CAME BACK FROM ROSANNE PARTY.
I wanna change my bike to a weekend car, if possible since dad need one and i need one during weekend too. During weekday the car is parked the whole week since i drive a van to work and dad rides my bike to work. But when the thoughts that i need alot of money for my further studies, i'm so upset la!
I miss Jasney so much.
But i guess its so impossible :((
let me be me || 11:37 PM
WORLD OF UNFAIR
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
August highlights was NDP. Spending the nights with ruiting they all, having a nice dinner at park mall. And ktv sessions after that. Jasney and Rosanne was there too, everyones was awkward like a strangers just because we didnt really catch up since primary school times.
The very next day, we went for short gateaway, pulau ubin. Cycling, makes new friends there especially girls LOLS, met old friends there too. Anyway, have alot of funs there.
let me be me || 5:12 AM
WORLD OF UNFAIR
Saturday, September 05, 2009
an interesting post from my little friend :)
" just before i went for HGF dinner, i went to catch a movie with RZ (eric) at Bishan junction 8...................................................................................
idk, but i think th problem lies in me. i felt so awakened throughout th whole process. its just felt so miracle. since primary school till now, 12-21, 9 years in between. where we dont really talk in primary school, didnt even contact after graduation from primary school; needless to say during secondary school, but somehow found another 9 years later. everythg just so happening and unpredictable. aint it(?) "
let me be me || 12:02 AM
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Yoz, for the month of July.
Every weekend was a birthday parties, there is wen, del, mine, koonchee.
Everyone did well for their parties, and mine was so memorable.
Expenses for that month was TOO MUCH OVER. Glad its over.
The present i like most is the carton cans of coke light from ruiting & yvonne. Simple guy, simple needs.
Anyway i had finished it and i need it unlimited.
And yoz, for the first half of August.
i met up ruiting, yvonne and two more new friends, rosanne and jasney. We went KTV, its a little disappointed overall, hah!
Next day was a pulua ubin trip, went cycling there, with a bad sizzly weather, muddy path and our clothes are dirty all over.
Met a new girl call Emily Chia there, a sweet looking girl, nice to know her. And gotta ask her out one day:)
We also met our old friend working over there, it was a club, with prawnings, fishspa, etc. We had fun there, spend most our time relaxing at the club. We had seafood for dinner before we headed back home.
Yesterday went to Escape Theme Park. Freaking fun and uncomfortable because play until i wanna vomit, we played the pirate ship ALOT of TIMES.
We also went to the haunted house, very funny moment we have during there.
Recently spoken a little bit with vio, wanna meet her up one day too:)
let me be me || 4:13 PM
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
recently finished celebrating my 21st birthday parties, quite a success in organising this little event because i recieved nice feedback! HAHA!
Time to start saving money and make more investments, and ORD soon lo!
let me be me || 4:25 AM
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Sianz, recieve a birthday letter from TRAFFIC POLICE, saying that i speed on 1 jul 5.32pm. Fuking ridiculous, did i ride so fast? I end work at 5.30pm, and they caught me after 2 minutes! walao, like that how am i going to ride and drive, fucking upset la!
let me be me || 6:32 PM
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